Here’s a confession from Alex Gonzaga and her insecurity before.
ALEX GONZAGA – Ultimate Multimedia Star Toni Gonzaga is Alex Gonzaga’s sister and the latter made this confession recently.
The closeness of Toni Gonzaga and Alex Gonzaga as sisters is something that many people admire. And even though they have their own lives now with their respective husbands, this closeness remained and it seemed like they became even closer.
They have this goofy and sassy relationship on and off the camera. Toni used to be the one who nags at her younger sister because she is overprotective. But over time, with the explanation she heard from her husband, she learned to take it easy on her.
Alex, later on, realized that Toni being the overprotective sister that she towards her before is only for her. She, later on, realized that everything she did was only for her sake and for the best of her. As she grew older, she became grateful for the things she did for her as the older sister.
But just recently, Alex confessed something.
She opened up feeling inferior to Toni during their childhood and realized that it actually affected her. All the comparisons they received growing up together had some effects on her.
“All my life, I’ve been compared to my sister. Biro mo, four years old pa lang, kumakanta na siya, lagi na siyang panalo. So, kahit sabihin ko na ‘di ko siya dinidibdib, na-realize ko na meron pala siyang impact sa’kin. At the back of my head, it’s a thing pala na nako-kompara ako sa kapatid ko. May effect pala siya sa’kin,” she said.
She expressed that no matter how she would insist that those comments don’t affect her, they do and they made an impact on her.
She also used to cover up this fact when being compared to her sister and not liking it. And because of this defense she put up, she gave people around her the impression that she was arrogant.
It took some time for her to process her emotions. There was a phase when she had nothing – no love life and no career. This phase made her feel so unspecial that she started comparing herself to her sister.
She felt this way that she felt she needed a love life to compensate for what was lacking.
But she is thankful for her mother and friends. They were present for her but did not tolerate the self-doubts she was feeling way back then.
She opened up about this in the January 4 episode of her “Ano na Catherine? by Alex Gonzaga” podcast.
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