Angelica Panganiban Reveals Emotional Battle Behind Her Journey Into Motherhood
ANGELICA PANGANIBAN – Behind the joy of welcoming her first child, Angelica Panganiban quietly faced a difficult internal battle.
Kapamilya actress Angelica Panganiban recently opened up about one of the most challenging phases of her life—embracing motherhood for the first time. In a candid revelation, she admitted that adjusting to her new role did not come easily and that she even struggled emotionally after giving birth to her daughter, Baby Amila.
During a recent episode of the talk show Oh My Gan, Angelica shared that she experienced what she believes was a form of postpartum depression. The actress described how overwhelming the transition was, especially coming from a fast-paced career in the entertainment industry.
“Noong pagkapanganak ko kasi nagkaroon ako ng feeling ko, depression yata ‘yong tawag doon, dahil feeling ko tumigil ‘yong mundo ko,” said Angelica.
She explained that she had been so used to the noise, energy, and constant activity of her life as an actress. For years, her schedule had been filled with work, projects, and public appearances. However, everything suddenly changed when she became a mother.
“Then, no’ng naging nanay ako, biglang nag-shutdown,” the actress said. “Parang ‘what’s next for me?’ Then none. Wala. Ito ka. Ito ka na.”
The abrupt shift left her feeling lost and uncertain about her identity beyond her career. Like many new mothers, Angelica found herself grappling with a completely new reality—one that required her full attention and devotion.
Despite the initial struggles, Angelica shared that she eventually learned to accept and embrace her new role. Over time, her perspective changed, and she began to see motherhood in a more positive light.
“No’ng finally na-accept ko siya, naintindihan ko na hindi pala siya tahimik, mas umingay siya in a good way,” she said.
She also recalled that during her child’s first birthday, she admitted to feeling immense fear when she first gave birth. These fears, however, gradually gave way to a deeper understanding and appreciation of motherhood.
Angelica’s story highlights the often unspoken emotional challenges that come with becoming a parent, reminding many that it is okay to struggle—and that acceptance and joy can come with time.
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