Billy Crawford finally reveals the reasons of his break-up with long-time girlfriend Nikki Gil during an exclusive interview with The Buzz, hosted by Boy Abunda on Sunday, July 28, 2013.
Earlier this week the entertainment industry was shocked with the announcement that Billy Crawford and Nikki Gil had ended their almost five-years relationship, followed by the confirmation from the couple’s management. Although the report were verified, the two stars were mum on the issue.
During the interview, an emotional Billy Crawford confirmed the break up to host Boy Abunda but he denied that a third party was involved. According to Billy he was lost and needed to find himself first.
He was quoted as saying that, ”Nawawala ako. I’m very lost, very confused. Walang kinalaman si Nikki. It all boils down to me,” said Billy. “When it comes to finding the right one, it’s hard to find the right one kung ikaw mismo not right. I forgot what makes me happy. I forgot who I am. I don’t know what I’m doing.” he stated.
Billy adds further that, “She has no fault. I’m not a perfect guy nor a perfect person. I’ve done some things that I regret. She’s supportive, she was there but I’m the one who’s completely lost and I’m searching, find myself.” Billy Crawford noted.
Billy also clarified that he never wanted to do the interview but just needed to clarify all the issue and clear all speculations before he leave for the US on August 3 to spend the much-needed time with his family. He also said that he still love Nikki, who he said fought hard for the relationship.
The interview with the Buzz according to Billy will be the first and the last time that he will be talking about the issue. When asked what his prayer would be, Billy said, “Save me. I feel like the devil’s really strong and I feel defeated. All I can ask is forgiveness.” “Only God knows.” Billy ended the interview with the parting words to Nikki Gil: “I hope you understand.”
Watch the full interview video here: Billy Crawford Interview video with The Buzz July 28.